other.
That night, the empty chair across from me seemed enormous.
I fed Owen while staring at the whiteboard in our kitchen.
Atlas — 4:30 bottle.
Owen — 5:00 bottle.
Laundry.
Ethan home — 5:15.
Schedules had become my way of coping during IVF.
I couldn’t control whether treatment worked.
But I could control medication times.