on the rug with Owen against his chest while Atlas rolled toward a toy beside me.
“They’ve changed already,” he said softly.
After a while, Ethan’s hand moved toward mine.
I noticed.
Then he stopped before touching me.
That mattered.
On the coffee table beside us lay Mia’s drawing of the twins.
I still didn’t know whether our marriage would survive.
I didn’t know when Atlas and Owen would meet their sister.
I didn’t know whether I would ever trust Ethan the way I once had.
For five years, uncertainty had terrified me so much that I tried to schedule my way around it.
The next appointment.
The next injection.
The next feeding.
The exact time my husband would walk through the door.
Now my future had no timetable.