Then it happened again.
My cycle was late.
I bought three pregnancy tests from three different pharmacies because I was too frightened to believe the first one.
All three were positive.
For almost an hour, I sat on the bathroom floor staring at them.
Then I called my doctor.
The pregnancy was real.
Six weeks.
I asked one question.
“Is the baby okay?”
My doctor turned the monitor toward me.
A tiny flicker appeared.
“Yes,” she whispered.
That afternoon, I almost called Ryan.
Almost.
Then Lauren’s flowers arrived.
Some women are chosen.
Something inside me hardened.
I changed doctors.
Changed apartments.
Transferred my consulting work to another office.
Stopped posting online.
And told only three people.
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