She did not sleep either.
I could feel it.
Her breathing was too careful, too measured, as if she were waiting for something and trying not to let me hear the waiting.
At 1:13 the bedroom door opened.
A strip of hallway light slid across the floor.
A man stepped inside carrying a narrow black case.
He moved with the confidence of someone who knew the room and the route to our bed.
He closed the door without letting it click.
He did not come near me.
He went straight to Elena’s side.
My whole body went rigid.
He bent toward her and whispered that it would only take a minute.
Elena’s eyes squeezed shut.
Then came the quiet snap of latex, the metallic click of the case, and a clean sterile smell that did not belong in a dark bedroom.
I still did not understand what I was looking at.
